The tarot and money
Every year I sit down with my boys dad for our annual debrief. We discuss the boys, child support and making sure everything is good with them, and if we need to adjust anything.
When it was Time to talk about child support, and I handed him my notice of assessment from last year, he looked at it and dropped it on the table. He said “i’m not accepting that, there is no way you aren’t capable of making minimum wage!” Well shit…
I was embarrassed and filled up with so much shame….but I knew he was right! FUCK! Why was I so willing to accept poverty, when he was focused on my capability of more! He wasn’t shaming me on purpose, there are no hard feelings between us on this topic, but it wasn’t an easy conversation! It did need to happen though.
After he left I did what any Witch would do, I consulted my cards hahaha
I asked the universe what I needed to overcome this and these are the cards I pulled….
Judgement Ugh..I wept when I turned it over. I knew instantly that I was to stop the self persecution, I am not easy on myself and hold a lot of judgment and shame. This card also signifies a call to action and a moment of awakening. Inviting you to take stock of your past decisions and reflect on the lessons they have taught you. The Judgement card also encourages self-awareness and the courage to answer a deeper calling, perhaps shifting your mindset around money and wealth…yeah! Let’s do that Great Spirit!
8 of Swords This card speaks directly to self-imposed limitations! Clearly directly related to how I talk to myself and the belief systems running the show and they are holding me back. But the good news haha is that they can be overcome by shifting your mindset, freeing yourself from doubt, and realizing that you have the power to change your circumstances. No big deal!! Consider it DONE! haha ok maybe a little work here…
The Lovers I instantly got more fun, live into passion and purpose! How do you feel when you’re in Love Delain…yeah do that!! haha Abundance comes when you align with your true values, passions and purpose. Where can I live into more passion and fun with money, my offerings and my life! Make balanced heart-centred choices and work with others who are just as deeply passionate.
This conversation shook my world, but it was exactly what I needed to hear. The truth is the poverty roots run deep and It is an area I need to work on. I am not blaming anyone, but rather taking radical responsibility, because the truth is I am the one responsible for where i’m currently at, and that is empowering, because I am also the one to transform it!
Much Love, Delain
